And forgive us our sins for we ourselves forgive everyone in debt to us, and do not subject us to the final test.
(Luke 11:4)
Lord, how do I know whether I have forgiven everyone? Are there memories that still rankle? Are there people I want to avoid? Please heal me of any lingering grudges.
What is the final test? Some say it means the last days of this world, before you come again. No one knows when that will be. I think every generation has experienced trials and fears that seem to predict doom. Still, my last day could be today. What I have thought of as trials during my life seem small now. I do not relish pain; I do not ask for it, and yet I want to be purged of sin and worldly desires. Give me courage enough to endure whatever happens and love enough to rejoice in your holy will.