Then he said to all, “If anyone wishes to come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will save it.
(Luke 9:23-24)
Luke adds the word “daily” to your directive, Lord. You were referring to your impending crucifixion, but in your time there is only now. Luke was writing for those who came after your death and resurrection, for all of us. It seems he is close to seeing, not as man sees, but as you see.
You see me today as I struggle to be and do amid the distractions and temptations that beset me. You see my weakness, and yet you encourage me to follow you in your passion and death. I want to lose my life in you, my Jesus.
Thank you for coming to save me, for suffering for my sins, and for inviting me to participate in the redemption you purchased.
What is the best thing for me to be doing right now? As I prepare for the Communion Service, I pray for the grace to understand what you give to us. I pray for our little group, and especially for Michael, our deacon. Help me to facilitate while remaining quietly in the background as we focus on your greatest gift, the gift of yourself. Draw us together in your Body. Let nothing concern me except you, my Lord and my God. Make me patient and peaceful today.